Friday, March 13, 2009

Dual Identity ( apologies in advance )

The Two faced guy
Dual identity
One Sweet n shy
Other , dark insanity 


I've been like that for all my virtual life ... maintaining two faces .. or rather two separate masks hide me according to the needs of the situation .. Does that make me a lier ?? No, I don't believe so .. As everybody knows ..that THIS is the SAME " SAURABH " as the other identity .. they're two sides of the same coin ... and I don't PRETEND to be someone else .. I just chose to present different aspects of my persona via different "profiles"!!

Anyways, .. this is not about MY dual identity , no !
This is about people who make use of this dual identity for other reasons .. 


You maintain two faces
One , that disgraces
Other, looks frail
And victimized 

You, defame people with your sharp tongue , harsh words . Though, I don't think you really have the right . You , yourself remains hidden .. taking refuge of your other identity . THIS identity, I should add , invariably projects you as a "frail" , helpless , Victimized person ... Victimized by every single person around you .. 

Everybody wants to know how people thinks about him/her .. Even I would want to find out what people REALLY think about me !! But then , you chose a WRONG path to know this , my friend !! Be a bit "Clairsentient" ... TRY !! Otherwise ..DON'T try to find out what people REALLY think about you ...

Frankly, you don't have it in you to handle the information ... You try to take a quick look .. and when you see something not very good said against ANY one .. you presume that it's about you .. you do not even bother to check .. Hmm... Do i smell guilt ?? Only if YOU YOURSELF know that those negative things are something that suits YOU better .. only THEN you'd behave this way !! SO, my friend !! You ARE a prisoner of guilt !


Venting your guilt
That was built 
Over the debris 
Eats you now
Like a disease

Curiosity kills
The bitter pills
Of Truth
Which were not for you ..
But you're so eager
To have them too!!


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DISCLAIMER : This is not personal .. this is just a random write .. if anybody thinks otherwise ..then even if this is not intentionally personal ... STILL I apologise to those ppl who THINKS its for them .....

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