Saturday, November 21, 2009

Passion Play

A sweat bid trickles down,
The scent rises.
I start to drown,
Numbing my senses ...

Where, we lay bare ,
The earth starts to tremor.
Bodies go taut
And slumps into a lot
of spent forces of vital energy.
Still physically joined in body ...

But minds drift afar
At the midnight hour
Gathering strength for
Another Tepid repetition

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Eyes

Two pairs of eyes meet
Everyday they smile
two hearts, as one they beat
To walk the unending mile
With smile and a tear and elixir...

His pair of
eyes, are blind
beyond her
eyes, he cannot find
The world around and she
Gazes the world but cannot see
His
eyes with smile and a drop of tear

Thursday, April 9, 2009

The Umpteenth Amendment ..

My Mind is dazed 
But I'm ready to mend 
My days are razed 
I comprehend 
That forward is the 
Only way to go ... 

My vision blurred 
I think again 
With every word 
Of nights insane 
I still can make your shadow 
In the dark... 

I hope for you.. 
'Cause hope is all 
That I can do 
To break this fall 
I'm here waiting 
For the night to glow..

I cry a bit 
And hide my tears 
I die a bit 
Along my fears 
I thought I would 
Never ever need to say.... 

I'm still waiting 
For the night to glow.. 
I'm still waiting 
For you to show.. 
The only way 
We knew we could walk ...

......
......
......

I comprehend...
I mend...
And I mend ...

My conscience wasn't missing .. 
After all ....

Friday, March 13, 2009

Dual Identity ( apologies in advance )

The Two faced guy
Dual identity
One Sweet n shy
Other , dark insanity 


I've been like that for all my virtual life ... maintaining two faces .. or rather two separate masks hide me according to the needs of the situation .. Does that make me a lier ?? No, I don't believe so .. As everybody knows ..that THIS is the SAME " SAURABH " as the other identity .. they're two sides of the same coin ... and I don't PRETEND to be someone else .. I just chose to present different aspects of my persona via different "profiles"!!

Anyways, .. this is not about MY dual identity , no !
This is about people who make use of this dual identity for other reasons .. 


You maintain two faces
One , that disgraces
Other, looks frail
And victimized 

You, defame people with your sharp tongue , harsh words . Though, I don't think you really have the right . You , yourself remains hidden .. taking refuge of your other identity . THIS identity, I should add , invariably projects you as a "frail" , helpless , Victimized person ... Victimized by every single person around you .. 

Everybody wants to know how people thinks about him/her .. Even I would want to find out what people REALLY think about me !! But then , you chose a WRONG path to know this , my friend !! Be a bit "Clairsentient" ... TRY !! Otherwise ..DON'T try to find out what people REALLY think about you ...

Frankly, you don't have it in you to handle the information ... You try to take a quick look .. and when you see something not very good said against ANY one .. you presume that it's about you .. you do not even bother to check .. Hmm... Do i smell guilt ?? Only if YOU YOURSELF know that those negative things are something that suits YOU better .. only THEN you'd behave this way !! SO, my friend !! You ARE a prisoner of guilt !


Venting your guilt
That was built 
Over the debris 
Eats you now
Like a disease

Curiosity kills
The bitter pills
Of Truth
Which were not for you ..
But you're so eager
To have them too!!


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DISCLAIMER : This is not personal .. this is just a random write .. if anybody thinks otherwise ..then even if this is not intentionally personal ... STILL I apologise to those ppl who THINKS its for them .....

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Dark Gulal

Dark gloomy faces
And Torn dresses
Cannot even afford
A tinge of gulal

My White holi dress
My dark ashamed face
Couldn't even make'em smile
Those eyes behind curls 

One dark small room
Creating the gloom
Darkening those faces
Dark gulal ??

I wont play, 
today.
My sprinkler...
I don't need.
You can keep,
The water balloons 

Think for a minute ...
This is how I mean it 
We, coloured bright,
Forgot to look
Underneath the light
It's soot black there
And we don't even care
For this monochromatic world
Of black despair ...

Dark gulal , they get... for free
Everyday's toil to live
Aborting the dreams
Everyday they conceive

Dark gulal, from their own
Charred, burnt bones
Mixed with water
From the corporation taps
Which perhaps ...
No thicker than their own
Last few drops of blood that remain
Loyal to their body ...

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

A Nightmare !!!

Enter ...
Darkness screams..
The centre 
And the outer rims 
Collide ...

*****
*****

You wake up ...
sweating ....
NIGHTMARE !!!

A Moment ...

An intimate moment  
As fragile as the smell 
Of your perfume ... 
Forever spent .. 
And you consume 
My mind , my body 
My soul ...